The secret is to let Him live His life thru us, I found thats the real life.

That’s the very definition of a meat puppet.

Since I was a young boy I’ve just so happened to be gentle / repulsed by violence or deliberate emotional harming so I don’t have many memories of hazing or terrorizing others. But I have always had close relationships with females and been quite interested in them. Predictably, most of my youth group “sinning” memories are sexual in nature.

“Sinning” is in quotes because even when I was young I didn’t quite buy a lot of the shame placed on intimate contact. Many of my girlfriends did buy into that and would feel bad afterward, but interestingly enough, they were still the sexual aggressor. It must have been a strange rollercoaster of emotion for them.

Anyway, I recall showing up late to youth group meetings (or whatever function) with the particular girl and having our scents all over each other. I would avoid sitting or walking too close to pastors or counselor because I was worried they could smell that familiar smell that I thought must be obvious.

I’ll avoid many of the stories in my head and get to a good one that involves sinning across faiths, damned by quite a few gods.

Late in High School (and into college) I dated a Mormon young lady for about 2 years. While they are incredibly strict about such behaviors (no kissing, especially passionate kissing) after a number of months, I was getting more action from my Mormon girlfriend than those from less strict faiths that I cared for in the past. She attended a churchish/youth service/scripture study every single day. Sundays are incredibly sacred for LDS people and they spend about 3 hours at church that day. My family would go to our Lutheran church early in the morning, I would drive home (my parents taught sunday school) and on my girlfriends way to her Mormon Sunday Church Marathon she would stop at my house for about an hour while my parents were still gone and we would exorcise demons in our own way.

I am truly amazed by the behaviors of many devout believers of any kind. While she never had seen an R rated movie, never touched alcohol, didn’t consume caffeine, never swore, and was way into all things Mormon, she flashed me when her parents weren’t looking, screamed and moaned sexual commands, and could reach orgasm easier and in more ways than anyone else I have ever encountered.

All this in or next to her modest church dress and minutes before attending 3 hours of deeply pious worship services.

God bless repressed sexuality and rebellion; so exciting.

:P

Out of curiosity was thier any 1 or 2 questions that your teacher couldnt answer.

Also when the teacher/guru was studying with you did you ever ask the guy/lady why they couldnt answer certain reasonable questions that you came up with.

I guesse Im asking because thier are so many ridicilous things in the bible, such as the advice that god gives about selling ones daughter into slavery that if you were to ask a christian ( to thier face not by blog or email) why would a perfect god do that what Im sure the expression on the face of a christians would be priceless.

Also their is the problem of a loving and perfect god refusing to explain your, mine and other skeptics questions about some of the absurd things inside of the bible when people have prayed as hard as they could for answers from god

Thanks for your thoughtful response, much appreciated. All the very best to you Janet.